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OMG I CANT STAND BEING HERE.

FOR THE PAST LIKE 4 DAYS I HAVE HAD TO BE HOME AND NOW IM SICK AND CANT GO OUT ANYWHERE AND I CANT EVEN WORK AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY.

THERE IS ABSOLUTELY NOTHING TO DO HERE. SCREENS BURN MY EYES AND I AM SO GOD DAMN LONELY. IM USED TO BEING AROUND PPL. USED TO HANGING OUT AND SEEING PPL EVERY DAY AND GOING OUT LATE AND I CANT STAND THIS BEING AT HOME I CANT STAND IT I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE BUT I HAVE NO ENERGY AND IM SICK AND I HATE LIFE. I WISH I COULD WORK. OR DO SOMETHING. ANYTHING. I HATE THIS PLACE. I AM SO GOD DAMN BORED OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND I AM GOING INNNSAAAAANE.

I NEED TO GO BACK TO WORK. OR JUST.. GET AWAY FROM THSI PLACE. OH GOD I NEED TO GET OUT. GET OUT NOW! GET OUT NOW!

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!

— crazy, home, sick

THIS WEEK SUCKS.

but one bright side to it is that the euro cup started on saturday and so for i am quite happy with the results! today holland totally owned italy 3-0 and it was amazing! gotta love those dutch!

in other news.. i was sent home early today because i am too sick to work! lets hope im better by tomorrow cuz i work then too… = \

— soccer

BAH it is only just freekin 30+ degrees outside and what the heck to i get? only just a cold! bah! seems so ironic and impossible and yet i have a cold! either that or really weirdo allergies!

also: my mom picked yesterday to  have a family clean up..good god. what a psycho woman. our ac had NOT kicked in yet and it was boiling hot and warmer in our house than outside. my brother also threw a load of clothes at me that had just come out of the dryer so i was very annoyed and frustrated and ran away screaming with various laundry garments falling from me.

i thought it was rather fitting to call it “a warm” actually.. as nick so cleverly suggested. since its so hot outside, better to say “i have a warm!” then to say “i have a cold”

i know its not really all that weather related but…meeh whatever fuck you weaather. i hope we have a storm today! that’d be sweeet.

i had yet another dream about posting on bloog so i figured i should post again. weird eh. like my dreams are trying to keep me in place now.

bah i have to catch a bus at 6:30 or i’ll be late for work.

peace be with you! (ha ha)

— cleaning, dream, sick, warm

OMGGGGGGG. So we launched this website today and it has been super-stressful at work because of it. And oooomgggggggat the end of the day I had two beers, took an obscenely long time to get home (bad busing) and then once I got home basically just went to my room and passed out. HAH. So bad. So bad.

Maybe it was the combination of beer + heat + long week + hours worth of busing and waiting for buses, but I was completely spent after I walked inside. I DUNNO. Anyway, you can see my only really visible contribution (an interactive map) to the site at http://www.codecan.org/en/where-we-work. I was told that the map worked in Tanzania on a dialup connection, so that’s outrageously cool. Particularly since it was NOT designed for slow connections at all (I don’t even have preloaders x_x).

Shit. I just found a bug. Nooo NOOO!!Okay. No. Still works fine. Yes. Yes. Good. God damn it.

— beer, work

I absolutely despise ironing, but am I the only one who gets a strange sense of satisfaction while ironing a striped shirt and seeing the smoothed-out lines of the shirt on the ironing board? Er. Maybe it’s just me. Ironing still sucks… but I guess it’s better than looking like a rolled up garbage bag. I guess. 

— clothes, ironing, random

OH MY GOD.

dream last night

characters:

1. ben
2. priya
3. ?/ possibly nathan
4. ericbot

this is the only part worth quoting

ben: why the hell don’t you go to bloog
priya: cuz im like.. i can’t and stuff.
ericbot: im sure even i go to bloog 110011010001
?/possibly nathan: but im sure you CAN go to bloog.
*priya wakes up* I CAN!

then i rushed downstairs to make my first post in like over a year or more or something horrible like that and our computer internet was being stupid.
BUT NOW BEFORE I GO TO WORK I POST. HURRAY!

my deepest apoliogies to bloog and all bloogians. why i stopped posting and commenting on bloog is a mystery to me. NO EXCUSES.

i should have been hung at the gallows months ago.

— dream

How about them thunderstorms today? Eep.

— photos, weather