Nathan dressed up as “Boogy Bot 2000″ last night. Yeaaaah.. I think I kind of looked like the half-assed assistant who put him together.

Also, check out the archives. I made them a bit more interesting by making them show up in these lovely grids. Now all of the posts for a given month and year are visible at once, no more endlessly clicking between pages. Yay!

Oh, and these are some awesome brownies I picked up in the market on Friday. They have a green icing layer on top and a pink layer between the green icing and the brownie. In short: THEY’RE JUST LIKE REAL FROGS.

— costume, food, halloween, photos

HELLO CHILDREN!!

I give up on the planning of halloween…i am lazy…
and i think i’m just going to stay home all weekend.

i’m not up for trick-or-treating…and i don’t think i’ll have enough money to purchase alcohol to get drunk with the gang(heather, emily, linda, and ryan).

i have a costume…so maybe i should go out…so i don’t waste money again…

i’m going to be a super crappy version of the mad hatter!
and i’m going to be a female version of some sort…i couldn’t find any good pants so mother made a suggestion and i got a skirt T__T.
the colours won’t be the same as disney’s depiction of the book alice in wonderland…stupid value village.

this halloween isn’t going to be as great as i hoped it to be…but meh. nothing new.

i’m feeling awkwardly depressed right now. i have been getting extremely depressed at random moments to the point of having suicidal thoughts and crying until it passes.
i don’t know why because there’s no visible cause for my momentary depressions.
i’d get help, but if i ask, i’ll get the same old, who cares it’ll probably go away if i pretend it’s not there from my mother.

ah well, maybe i can fix it myself.

OH HOLY MOTHER OF PEARL.

Nadia is a fucking idiot.
She was recently complaining to me about how she had to go visit the dentist, yet last year she was complaining to me about how much she wanted to go to the dentist but couldn’t because her dad wouldn’t pay.

GAH…i hate her so much. she keeps telling me what’s going to happen in the book we’re reading in english when i don’t even ask her. she just blurts it out and then i find the book boring to read.

usually i detest, loathe, and hate surprises, but not in books.

movies are okay…the visualness that it gives you is satisfying enough, but when i have to use my own imagination to picture what’s happening, and i know what’s going to happen next, it gets boring, and harder to finish my novel study.

fucking bloody sack of useless fucking shit who can’t spell anything with a d in it because she thinks t makes the same sound as d.

i hate her so much…

!!

today i realized that i don’t really hate anyone.
example:

i hate cody more than everyone in the world hates hitler.

recently we have been having some, cody living with us, issues.

when he told us that he was going to go live on the streets, and quit the school that he recently got into so that our lives could go back to normal, i had this huge urge to convince him to stay here until something was figured out because i felt bad and wanted to help him.

anyway!

it’s ten minutes before i have to go to bed…or rather go in my room and lay awake for the next 4-5 hours…
my recent sleeping problems are improving a bit! *dances*

i shall see you all at school!
good day!

— costume, hate, people, rant

i am bored…and unhappy, for I have to have a piano lesson tonight…and I hate the piano. Damnit I wish instead of piano I would have a guitar and instead of piano lessons I would have I’m gonna go play guitar now…b00t…and don’t say “don’t you mean guitar lessons?” Cause I don’t, I mean I’m gonna go play guitar now cause I’d teach myself…w00t. I’m tired. I wanna do something…DAMNIT I lost my skeleton gloves and I don’t think that my mom is gonna replace them for me cause yah…she’s already given me a lot of money for my costume and yahhh…oh jeeze…I needa get some black gloves and maybe ask Lise if I can use some acryllic white paint and paint on a skeletal design. b00t…oh well

— bored, costume, halloween, piano

today I’m going downtown to get some finishing touches for my costume! And maybe some candy…dunno yet, but would anyone like to join me? I don’t really want to go alone…cause going downtown alone sucks ass and yah…w00t. Well comment before around 1 or 2ish if you want to, and then yah…w00t…

— costume

yaaaaay…this weekend i’m getting the finishing touches for my costume…i am so happy, it is very great! w00t! I will get white and black face paint…and skeleton gloves. I also want to try and find a misfit skull patch and some red and white fabric and then fix up my coat with them…and maybe a legacy of brutality back patch..or something else, dunno yet…w00t! YAY FOR HALLOWEEN AND MISFITS W00T w00t b00t f00t h00t!

i don’t like school it’s tired

— costume

I am bored…w00t. I dunno what to post about…I’m more just posting for the sake of posting…i don’t really have anything to say. Meh. I’ll think of something…eventually. heh…yah..

YAY FOR HALLOWEEN! I can’t wait! i dunno what i’m gonna do though…most likely get influenced by some drug…dunno what yet though…w00t…so confused. I know i need to go buy stuff for my costume on the weekend before halloween! That is a must! I will make my costume great..

well…i found something to say! now i leave you!

— costume, drugs, halloween